Lost...

 Lost on purpose,
Refusing to go home, or
 Stop and ask for directions,
Because in truth I don't know where i'd go,
I've been running for so long,
My little bread crumb trail is long gone ,
Picked away by the birds of time,
So I took a trip with no destination in mind,
Too caught up on my dead man's ride,
Lost on purpose,
Just hoping to die,
And erase my self from society's. Conscious mind,
Lost in purpose.,
Not really sure why....