Have you ever wanted a love so bad?

Have you ever wanted a love so bad?
Have you ever wanted a love so bad?
So bad you want to hurt yourself?
So bad it makes you cry?
Have you ever wanted a love so bad?
So much to where it hurts your soul?
So much to where you could die inside?

Have you ever felt that alone?
That desperate to just feel love?
Love thats not even worth it!
Its love thats not even yours!

Have dinner with him, go to the movies.
Kiss, cuddle, go ahead and hook up.
Scar your soul some more.
Only for that temporary relief...

Do you still feel the pain?
Do you see his pain too?
Was that worth it?
Was that damage enough?

Go ahead, swipe right.
One, two,
three or four dates won’t hurt.
At least they keep me company.
At least I meet new people.
At least I get out of the house.
At least I get experience.
At least I’m not alone.
At least I’m not alone.

Yet I ask myself.
How many will be enough?
Where will I draw the line?
Is this my purpose of my life?
Is this what I am meant for?

We all just use each other.
Cuz thats how modern life works.
We take what we need and we leave.
And it left my heart in the dirt!

And I ask myself if it was worth it
Was it worth getting hurt so bad?
All for a love I never even had...