I Feel Pain

I thought i would walk alone but this road is rough,
the going is tough,
this life is hard,
i feel pain and tears roll down,
coz everyday is a trial,
something bad comes up,
i cant breath right,
my face is sad no more smiles,
i have lost all i had,
and now a misery shell,
it burns my heart,
to see what i have become,
i want to walk away, far n far away.
To a place i dont know,
i want to forget who i am,
i want to no longer exist,
but to die and my memories to fade with me.
But you hold me back,
you just love me so much,
you are my sweetheart,
i made a pact to love u forever,
i dont want to hurt you,
i just cant let you cry.
And you my lovely mum,
you know what am going throug even before i tell u,
i don't want you in tears,
or gettin worried about me.
I know of ur love and how it pains when am down,
You are two angels that watch over me.
You are the reason am now existing.