Dilemma

Lay in my heart the crimes of my own, though I feel sorrow of their suffering in same heart,
both sing different songs but rest together,
the hatred for what they did shattered every peaceful image they had shown once, all this makes me feel guilty for failing everytime,
when I decide to forgive them for their unspoken dart;
this sudden haste with their responsibility towards us left me faltered.
The wrath and tears together sail my boat to an unknown pain, which I don't understand;
no matter how hard I try to efface my fear;
I fail...fail all the time seeing my mentor wounded by her fate;
dear mentor, wake up to hold your weapon again as the tides are higher and for whom we must remain standing;
a dilemma of forgiveness stays with me but it's the pain we both must share;
for the war that's upon us against the enemy who is now our mate.
You!...our own who have become for;
amide your fears of society you tore us apart;
for which I may never forgive you but my dear stay strong as the future lies on your own strength;
the gist of my actions call me with remorse and regret;
no shaft may diminish this love for you though I stand straight with my dear mentor to endure the feeling of acceptance that we must;
I will remain holding my faith to my last breath.

Supi