masturbating proverbs

 
I am strung out on pearls of darkness
gifts of a god who fucked my soul
then left bare...fully exposed to masturbating demons
 
in my silent times I war
a mad woman with a deadly vendetta  
I cursed you openly before the angels...to the congregation  
I blasphemed with prayers to a man
provoking your jealousy
 
I want you to ravage me again
admittedly I am addicted to your cock
it fits just right within my heroin cunt
one hit will never be enough
a phene for the obscene Queen
you will come back for more
 
I tell myself...
 
so why in my emptiness do I seek your face?
when you hide from me  
busy courting another lonely hooker of the universe
 
I am scorned...until I vow never again
then you will come upon me with force...rape me anew
your little virgin hole made brand new each day
 
you desire the war of me
lusting my submission
yet, you get hardest when I spit in your face
 
I confess to your holy cock I've loved every minute of it
the war, the rape
I am forever altered
groomed by perversion to sate you