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The Most Boring Movie

The most boring movie you have seen;    
No, it's not those celluloid screen exhibits  
with one movie wonders and dying starlets.  
nor the ones from around Mediterranean-  
with somber death and static medium  
where dead leaves and swirling water  
get captured and catapulted    
into celebrity status-
celebratory of life-force.  
  
The most boring movie  
you have seen is none  
of these.  
 
Really, rather  
the most boring movie  
starts the moment-  
you step out of the greasy elevator .  
in your renovated building  
everyday.  
    
'Cause you are in it'  
'Cause you star in it'
 
  
Along with your feigned perfection  
and empirical attempts  
at tangible progress  
which go down the drain  
as you drink the bitter pain.  
and seek warmth from strangers  
Gulping, chewing, stuffing, buying  
Glancing, faking, trying, really trying
.  
  
The most boring movie
of your life ends  
when you step inside
the elevator
of your building
and the security guard
does not even notice you;  
too engrossed in examining
his ear wax.  

And those couple of minutes
inside the metal box,  
you fake everything-
indifference, weariness and yawn
You even fake being yourself
as you don't have    

an option
another way
anything;  
 
you are your audience,
the theatre
  
You are the joker
with smudged makeup and red eyes.  
You are the leftover,
the unofficial outcast
 
Your struggle to fit in,
to impress, to connect  
Your attempts to feel
and love and like and enjoy  
are just endlessly hopeless
and yet you continue
 
Time and again,
shooting your veins with

optimism  
caffeine
bad sex
social networking  
fake participation
pseudo intellectualism  
quasi-cognizant-thematic-masturbation

and so on
  
The most boring movie
of your life has you
in the lead  
and you never ever give up,
never quit.  
  
You just try and see
what happens-for that one go;  
to hog the limelight,
to prove,
to feel that
fleeting stardom.  
  
And this movie has reruns
and flash backs,  
where deja vu
is the way of event
 
And the music is grounded,
thumping and inconsistent
This movie has flexible casting
for secondary roles;  
You must not bother, really  

You just smile cause
you are on the Telly,
Ha Ha  

Yes-Appreciate the glow
on your face  
in the reflection on
the steel innards of the elevator  
  
This is your life-
the most boring movie
and if your apartment
does not have    
an elevator then,
well...forget it  
 
It's just heartbreakingly sad!
Written by Whitewand6
Published | Edited 7th Jan 2012
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