How I feel (for a friend)

In case you don't know I hate to say good bye
Don't ask me how don't ask me why
Some say I refuse to let go
Things tend to linger longer than I ever show

Perhaps we have not spoken much
Maybe we have lost touch
I noticed we both went our own way
Not that I wanted our friendship to die away

I know you do not understand
As you are on land and I am on white sand
I'm not mad at you at all
Their is nothing I have against you I recall

It's been a while since I have heard your voice
I feel like it has not exactly been my choice
I still wish to be your friend
Forever til the end

You do not know how I feel
As you wonder if these words and feelings are real
Everything I have said is true
I'm sorry if I ever hurt you

I'm not sure how to handle what you said
As it spins around in my head
I fear as if you don't see
If I'm blind too then I can't fix this quickly