close my eyes

second of august 2017
i met him
his kiss and smile fixing the broken person i was
smiling from one ear to the other
and then i open my eyes
and you're no longer there

the loneliness
the hurt
the pain
it all fixes when i close my eyes

me and you laying down
head on your heart
smiling and saying the words i've never said to anyone
you say it back and kiss my forehead
but now i am back in reality
sitting alone, dreaming, wondering

the heartbreak
the memories
the pain
it all fixes when i close my eyes

how long till i finish this story
this story of not living in reality
and forget your eyes when they are locked onto mine
forget your hands on my cheek as i lift my tiptoes to reach your lips
understand how can i let that go, without feeling like this

you
you
you
it all fixes when i close my eyes