I Release

I remember a time when I could feel
And when I talked about how I feel
It caused an upheaval
An uproar, anarchy!
How dare you feel?
Sounds that whispered
Lyrics and stanzas that haunted passages
Jaggedly inked out anger
That demanded justice
I rebelled
With a cause of justified injustice
Charge of premeditated deceit
With the intention to dam the liar for her lies
But at the time I was only 9
Despite the time that has passed by
I find
I'm still whispering because
My avatar binding of the wind of my throat chakra
intimidates the lack of foundation of your earthly manipulation
I am a woman of my word
My word is bond
Bonded like the element
Physics and linguistics
Go hand and hand
I release
With no permission granted
Only grace to finally vomit all that was invading me
Tried to speak for me
I'm done with this season of repression
Realistically, realizing what I'm really writhing with
You're simply just not worth it
Nevertheless I am
So with the hope that keeps my embers ever burning
Won't be dampened by the despair of your existence
I recharge, release, rebuild in time
Intuned, with my Maker
You know nothing about
Neither do I have the feeling to revel in your ignorance
I digress
Not worth the stress
No longer a cleaner of others' mess
Cleanse and replenish,
then with semesters of tests and success
At last I am finished with this...