(Competition Entry) Ex Love Affairs

I've left you. We fought. I don't know
Why I'm here. You said
You wanted to see me again. One more night.
I should have been strong. I shouldn't
Be here. But I want you. A simple fact
That has me pulling at your shirt
And fumbling at your zipper while you
Fill my mouth with your tongue. You push me
Onto the bed and now you're inside me. This is wrong.
But it doesn't stop it happening. Harder,
Harder, I'm gasping and crying your name,
Your hands are gripping mine and I don't want you to stop.
You're a liar, you're a cheat,
You pull all my heartstrings and break me into pieces.
But you're so fucking hard and so deep inside me,
Dontstopdontstopohgoddontstop.....

I'm so fucking stupid, and I've done
Stupid things because I loved you.
This is just one of them. The problem is,
I don't think I'll ever find the strength
To say no to you.