Misunderstood

“Thoughts run thru my head like a computer that can’t b turned off, Thoughts about life that will never solved, I try to forget bt I jus get pissed off, I found a way to let people know I feel, Express it on paper for those who can’t hear, Because if I dnt my mind it will sear, It comes out of my mind so vivid and clear, When I’m writing my thoughts anger turns to fear, I divulge feelings of love happiness confusion hatred and everything I hold dear, When I have these thoughts in my mind there’s a tear. Crying on the inside I have so much fear, Fear turns anger I jus don’t understand, I’m scared of the monster but when I’m mad a monster I am, I misunderstand myself because I am so complex, So I put my thoughts on paper so we can read the txt, You will never know what word will come next!!!!! Try to understand me!!!!!”  
               A poem by jayluv!!!!!