Heartless

You sir,
are one heartless
Son of a bitch.
There, now that I’ve said it..
I feel so much better.
But that doesn’t keep me from
reading your letters.
Trying to resurface
those feelings I had
before things became
 so complicated.
Before you decided
This was too hard for you to do.
Before you decided
There could be no ‘Me &You’.
All I wanted was to feel
something real.
I needed someone to embrace
and love me for me.
I walked in the rain
just to get you to see.
But you played.
Oh yea you played with me.
I should’ve known better,
cause I’ve been played before.
But there was something
About you.
I just couldn’t ignore.
See me
I recognize
the ways of a mad man.
I know your inner pain,
But you
You seem to doubt
That I truly understand.
I’m too good of woman,
to go through
what you’re putting me through.
I’m not about to kiss your ass
just to get close to you.
If you can’t look at me and see
my love and my capability.
Then baby maybe
you’re right after all.
This wasn’t meant to be.
But by pushing me away,
you will only hurt yourself.
I’ve got the type of love
that you won’t
find anywhere else.
That last statement could possibly be worthless in your eyes,
Not matter how true.
Maybe love isn’t worth anything
to a heartless son of a bitch
like you.