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To the bone  (TRIGGER WARNING)

No one ever told me I was beautiful,
I’d look at those magazines;
With those frozen eyed girls
They looked like machines.

They weren’t built like me,
They didn’t have the hips,
Instead theirs prodded out,
Which looked like broken twigs.

Their hair was completely straight,
And yet mine was one big wave.
They had hallowed cheekbones,
And I was a darker skin tone.

I’d known that I’d never be like them,
With their hollowed cheeks,
And their carcass’s with protruding bones.
But fuck, did I want to be.

I wanted to be looked at,
With complete Carnal desire.
I wanted to be a bony carcass,
I wanted to be beautiful.

Because no one ever told me that me,
My 120 pound frail body,
Was a work of art.
No one dared to speak the word, Masterpiece.

I was a work of art,
Wasn’t I?
I didn’t ever feel like it.
And to this very day,
I still don’t.

I’d rather be hollow,
A carcass,
To the bone.
Written by Fallen_Angel_194 (Angel.)
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Author's Note
I have a terrible eating disorder, that I’ve battled with for a long time. This may be a trigger.
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