What is it like, to be in love with yourself. When you take showers, do you catch glimpses of yourself, And smile, as if under a spell?
What is it like, to be inside a body, and find enough strength to call it home. I'm standing in the bathroom, my hands to my side. And I'm staring back at myself, and all i can do is cry.
I wish I knew what it was like to love my body, to cherish it like the gods intended. I wish I didn't keep a scale in my bedroom, or wipe remnants of my food off my sleeve, I wish I had a body that I wanted, a...
I wasn't always this sad, This cold and grey. I used to be happy, and bright. But then I met a boy, and he took it all away.
I used to smile, and stand outside, arms wide open. I'd wait for the sun to rise, for her to envelop me into her warmth. And then afterwards ; Everything got so cold.
I don't go outside anymore, And I don't reach for the suns warmth, I lie awake at night, pleading with my burning eyes. I wasn't always this way, I used to be whole. But then he broke me, And he scarred my soul.
Baby boy, I will always be better than that whore, Who has legs with makeshift revolving doors. From your insecurities in bed, and the way you gave head, I'm glad to say that our relationship is very much dead.
I met you in high school, and I thought you walked on water, But that soon disappeared when you referred to yourself as "The baller" When we broke up, I thought i would crumble, but instead, I only stumbled.
You were toxic to me, always calling me names. And to imagine you crying, screaming my name. It's the sweetest thing in...
Grandma, you were not supposed to die. Please, why did you have to go. It wasn't supposed to be this way, you and me. You were supposed to see me graduate, watch me at my wedding.
But now you're gone, and i'm just as dead. I feel you everywhere, but you are not here. I thought you'd live forever.
Life wasn't supposed to be this way, you weren't supposed to be gone, And I wish you were here to make me feel better. I remember the little things about you, Like butterscotch candy coated tongues and scratchy soft wool sweaters. ...