THESE GREY CLOUDS

THESE GREY CLOUDS
S.JENSEN (c) 2018

grey clouds...
when I talk to you
I am happy
know that...
without you
not so much...
I keep busy
yet...
my dear friend
missing you!
just saying!
it's been weeks
and it's just
you are in my mind
constantly
really ...my forever friend
where are you?
need you more now
than ever
I just sit here
going the arms 
I need that hug
feeling better
it's been rough
and I didn't talk much
yet still...maybe
it's just all the 
current changes
one computer down
one with issues
leaves thoughts
floating...wish
I could be with you
so really ... will we ever
be beyond...
 I feel like the grey clouds...
we deserve happiness
we both really do
know even though
I don't talk much
lately I still love you
very much...
am I a fool in
these grey clouds
clouds or no clouds
one thing that will
never change
my heart is still same
so into the clouds
with or without
know my friend
you are on my mind
as I get over this
illness ... 
voice into the air
I shout whether it's 
heard or not
I think on you
and I smile... no matter what
I always will.
still waiting....
for the unrequited love
that just won't go
away
or something new
to help ease the
pain 
yet I feel
I will be in limbo
forever...
I am in limbo...