Thoughts.

I don’t know why
But it happens all the time
As though something is not completely right
A deep set confusion that wrestles with my hurting mind.
Try to ignore it and it just grows bigger
Everything is perfectly fine, but is it…
Why can everything be fine but not coexist?
Everyone smiles and makes you look as invisible as shivering mist
Sugar coated lies made to sound like promises
They just further break the sync  
Struggling to make all the fractures fit
Once broken, can they be reunited and again fixed?
Let healing take commence, take it’s god damn time
Make things as good as new
Maybe then there can be new found paths brought to light
To escape the black gapping empty pit
But I mustn’t think of it
Because I've always known
That once I step in the thick dark tar of my thoughts
There shall be no simple return.