I'm Tired

I'm tired of hearing words like
Time heals everything.
Time will never heal this empty place called my heart.

I'm tired of hearing
She loves you, your her mom and you can't be replaced.

Hmm ... seems I'm not only replaceable but disposable too.

I'm so tired of putting on a fake smile and pretending to be happy.
I'm tired of being strong and holding back the tears.

Truth is - I'm lost.
The pain is unbearable.
I can hardly breathe.

I'm so very , very, tired.