Hi

You don't know me
My name is Cathy
You may not remember
But we knew eachother once

My favorite holiday is Christmas
I've always wanted to see it in the snow
Breathe in the crystals
And bask in the colors

I'm getting married
Everything is pretty much all set up
December twenty fourth
I cried, can you believe it?

I love mid-summer
In the evening, when it starts to cool
The sun runs to hide
But its not right for a wedding

I miss California
A place where I had friends
I enjoyed taking walks at night
The air was thick and fresh

I pray every day
That she realizes what she has
Just because she constantly says you're hot
Doesn't mean she loves you

I still remember
The sixth of May changed my life
I proved to myself how horrible
I really am

I never considered
The way you must have been hurting
I couldn't see past the screaming pain
That I was dealt

I saw you
As being this shining god
Invulnerable and always strong
Able to hold the world

I imagined
It was some kind of twisted prank
The higher being reaching down
Just to break me

I want to laugh
It hurts so bad sometimes
Break me you did
Into so many pieces

I mean, really
Can you blame me for holding on?
Wanting to know that you weren't inhuman
Capable caring like you once told me you did


Hi
You don't know me
My name is Cathy
And I'm starting to think
I never knew you