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Fears
Lately I've done a lot of thinking,
And I've came to see that the more I think the more I feel as if I'm sinking
Sinking into something that is leaving me grinning, but limping
I'm in love, and I want to feel as if I'm winning… but that was never part of my upbringing
When I'm around you I feel that tingly feeling.
I can feel my heart being pulled by your reel
I can feel the way you steal my love and heal the broken wounds
I try to conceal the happiness I feel when I see you, but your eyes keep me lured In as a shiny new automobile
The wheels in my head begin to turn, and suddenly I'm drowned by fears
A fear that one day I won't see that quirky personality that always left me astound
A fear that as the next year roles around you won't be here…
That I won't see you as often and the love we once had will slowly disappear.
I try to be sincere with you, but at the same time I've always had to veneer my heart.
I've always struggled with my feelings because they'd often be unclear
And now at times when I can't see you, pain mixed with love is all I can feel in the atmosphere.
Sometimes it's my fears of what the future holds that takes my cheer
Those fears that keeps me from letting you near
I don’t want my thoughts to interfere with what we have
Because to me you’re like my other half
You bring me joy, smiles, and laughs
Your the missing piece to my life story
Tho this life makes me weary, and at times the future is scary
I know our love will forever be legendary
And I've came to see that the more I think the more I feel as if I'm sinking
Sinking into something that is leaving me grinning, but limping
I'm in love, and I want to feel as if I'm winning… but that was never part of my upbringing
When I'm around you I feel that tingly feeling.
I can feel my heart being pulled by your reel
I can feel the way you steal my love and heal the broken wounds
I try to conceal the happiness I feel when I see you, but your eyes keep me lured In as a shiny new automobile
The wheels in my head begin to turn, and suddenly I'm drowned by fears
A fear that one day I won't see that quirky personality that always left me astound
A fear that as the next year roles around you won't be here…
That I won't see you as often and the love we once had will slowly disappear.
I try to be sincere with you, but at the same time I've always had to veneer my heart.
I've always struggled with my feelings because they'd often be unclear
And now at times when I can't see you, pain mixed with love is all I can feel in the atmosphere.
Sometimes it's my fears of what the future holds that takes my cheer
Those fears that keeps me from letting you near
I don’t want my thoughts to interfere with what we have
Because to me you’re like my other half
You bring me joy, smiles, and laughs
Your the missing piece to my life story
Tho this life makes me weary, and at times the future is scary
I know our love will forever be legendary
Published 25th Nov 2018
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