Death by emotions

 
I am suicidal.

I do think of my self as a nice guy
I do care for my family and all that nice guy stuff.

the demon in my mind had to cut the last string that holded all that kept me sane. Now whats left is that twisted me.

I was always a yes man.
 Yea man. yes. Yeah.
But now I can't fake my smile. The smile was that what made me an alright guy.
 Dont worry all this just made me a madman.