Just let me fucking die

You know what?
I fucking hate myself
I wanna hold a gun against my head
And pull the trigger
But then what happens when I'm found dead
Nothing, or so you'd think
Cause although nobody cares now
They care once you're dead
I wanna slit my wrists
And end this bullshit
I just wanna fucking die, alright?
Just let me fucking die tonight
End the suffering
End the pain
Just let me fucking die tonight
Let me put a shot through my brain
Let me slit my wrists and die in pain
Let me tie the noose
But I can't let these feelings loose
They'll call me crazy
crazy
crazy....