I am Inspired

I am inspired tonight  
But I dread that what i am inspired to write  
Is not full of the subject matter the helps one aspire in life
That this is more so for those in need of a cautionary tale  
a warning to those who want love that is destined to fail  
For together I gave my all, which will never be enough  
but once apart you tell me you are  willing to settle for just my love  
How ironic, now that I'm accepting of us being platonic  
you offer me sips of a love created by a charlatan  
selling a delusional tonic  
Told not to love them, so I wont  
Told not to care, so I don't  
they claim to love me but don't want me happy without them  
they wish that if we not shining together that my skies be grey and light be dim  
so I hurt cause I feel betrayed by the one I thought cared  
I feel attacked by the one who life i spared  
So you tell me if I wanted to hurt you I could  
and that did hurt me cause  
to think you'd ever think that, is what I actually thought you never could.