trouble in hell

"i thought i was human"
"shut up....just shut up"
im not human
here is my proof
i dont have a home
 just four walls and a roof
you see a smiling mother
three kids
a boyfriend
i see hell
my mothers best friend
everyday
day in and day out
i cant find anyway to shout
for so many years
i held my piece
i put up a wall
well that has all ceased
now my life(funny joke)
is a waking nightmare
this is just life
we all know thats not fair