weakness

you make me weak
i cant get you out of my head
you told me you loved me
now i just wish i was dead
i tryed so hard
and for so long
this lowly bard
sings a sad song
you make want to kill myself and smile at the same time
and you still do
you kept my heart on the highest shelf
though it has nothing to do with you
when i speak to you now
i just want to cry
i just want to lay low
i just want to die
i loved you like no one else
but you made us fall apart
cant be alone by myself
listen to my heart
i wish could
but i cant
cause im weak
little ant
ill always be all alone
just by myself
im just done
nothing can get my heart
off that shelf