Homosexuality: Where Does It Come From??

I'm not going to talk about periferal nonsexual stuff like dominant mothers or passive fathers.  
No, for that is just tip-toeing around the edges, skirting the real issue.    
    
I want to focus on oral sex.      
For oral is most of what homosexuality is all about.      
Where does the desire come from for a man to suck another man's dick??      
Or for a woman to suck her lover's cunt??    
At gay bars males meet complete strangers and go into back rooms to have sex.    
These males may not even know each other's name, yet here they are, uniting in sex !!    
This anonymous sex with strangers reveals something about homosexuality: names don't matter.    
Who people are doesn't matter.    
What matters is the genitals.    
In reality, the genitals are just an attachment to the person.    
But in anonymous sex, the person is the appendage, while the aroused genitalia is the central focus  -  all that matters.    
It's as if the genitals became the person, while the person is just an appendage - something to ignore.    
     
Back to the question, Where does homosexuality come from?? How does it begin??    
Well there is another way to put it: Who is the FIRST male that a male homosexual has sex with ??    
Himself, of course.    
There you have it: It begins with oneself.    
Same-sex starts with self-sex: masturbation.    
But not everyone who does the M-word becomes gay.    
So how do we explain that??      
Well, there is masturbation, and then there is masturbation.    
I mean, not all masturbation is the same.    
The type that leads to homosexuslity is a particular type.    
Namely, self-absorbed, self-centered masturbation.    
If you use a mirror to look at your genitals while masturbating, that is way different from looking at photos of girls while you are doing it, of course.    
Looking away from yourself, and focusing on the woman in the photo - that is the opposite of self-absorbtion.    
     
Now, for how self-absorbtion produces homosexuality.    
 If you're using a mirror to view your sex organ from different angles - THAT definitely qualifies as self-centeredness.      
But how does that lead to homosexuality??    
Its very simple - surprisingly simple.    
The pleasure you are receiving by self stimulation becomes like  a LENS thru which you see your genitals.      
Looking at your penis thru the lens of intense gratification tends to make it more attractive to you. (Even beautiful).    
     
St. Thomas Aquinas' definition of BEAUTY supports what I'm saying.    
He defined beauty like this: "that which gives you pleasure when you look at it."    
     
What I'm doing is reversing his words: giving yourself (sexual) pleasure while viewing your organ.    
This tends to make it appear beautiful to you.    
St.Thomas said beauty produces pleasure, while I'm saying pleasure produces beauty (or an illusion of it).    
   
But how does merely seeing part of your body as attractive lead to homosexual acts?    
Well the mind operates by "inductive reasoning," lets say.    
Induction is where you go from the particular to the general.    
So when you repeatedly see your OWN genitals as attractive (during self-sex sessions),    
you inadvertently and unwittingly end up thinking of ALL copies of your organ that same way.    
Which means the thought of the genitals of people of the same sex as you    
logically becomes attractive to your unwitting mind.    
   
Finally as you masturbate in a narcissistic way, there is a logical progression.    
You go from liking your penis to loving it, at least at the point of ejaculation.    
Then you love it not just at the finish, but from the beginning of the session.    
If you desire to maximize your pleasure or give yourself over to yourself,    
at some point the thought of performing oral sex on yourself forms in your mind.    
But you can't do it, of course.    
You become frustrated because of your limitations.    
At this point, a fork in the road,    
you either back off this obsession with yourself,    
or you consider the logical next step.    
Namely, to seek a sex partner whose organ can serve as a proxy for your own.    
In other words, when you mouth the hard-on of another male, you are really attempting to suck yourself off.  
Vicariously.
Talk about self absorption, narcissism !!  
There is no narcissism like homosexuality !!  
     
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