TELL ME WHY

WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF PLEASE WIPE AWAY THE TEARS
WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME WHILE I COWER IN FEAR
I CAN NOT WALK AWAY AFTER ALL OF THESE YEARS
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU HATE ME
YOUR LIPS ARE LIKE A SIRENS CALL ALWAYYS PULLING ME BACK
YOUR ARMS REACH TOWARDS ME  NOCKING OUT ANY COURGE I HAVE
I COUNT THE BRUISES FROM YOU EVERY SLAP
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU HURT ME
YOU LAY SLEEPING AT NIGHT AS I WATCH THE STARS
THE LIES COME EASIER ALL THE TIME WHILE I HIDE MY SCARS
I LISTEN TO YOU COME HOME AT NIGHT KNOWING YOU COME HOME FROM SOME BAR
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU BEAT ME
YOU THROW ME ACROSS THE ROOM AND MY HEAD HIT’S THE DOOR
I’M DEAD NOW AND YOU KNOW THIS FOR SURE
I WATCH THE SUN RISE FROM THE OCEN FLOOR
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU KILLED ME
YOU HATED ME AND YOUR HURT ME I LOVED YOU AND YOU KILLED ME