myself

I am self sufficient
always in my element
try to stay relevant
consider myself brilliant
biggest flaw is constant
being co-dependent
I'm always the assistant
it's really inconvenient
I'm really not a delinquent
my rhymes are inconsistent
my beat is but a fragment
of words that can be violent
if used an improper moment
they can be very potent
instead I'll just stay silent
and be but an ornament
a humble high school student
divergent and transparent
highly insignificant
knowing my instrument
in life's band is discordant
yet my spirits are exorbitant
without being arrogant
my aspirations have become apparent
I'll pop another antidepressant
and focus on being a sycophant
instead of a disappointment
this poem is half coherent
the other half is abatement
this is an acknowledgement
that I'm still an adolescent
blossoming with improvement
escaping this confinement
with ever flourishing excitement
don't tell me I am ignorant
because I know I am excellent
writing this has been an enjoyment
if you read it thanks for being patient
~