from the start

Why did I not just break your heart then?
Instead it is mine... now on the mend..
You entrusted me with a heavy fee..
I did not run.. I took what was given ..
and two became one.. I wasn't ready for
Such of what I didn't know.. but I held on
As my love for you did grow.. I was in need of just one more goal.. I did ..and I let you know.. I did not hide .. nor try to deceive. I opened my troubles and let you see.. in the beginning I did mention I needed one more year. .you wanted me to make a go ... and so we did.. I myself became confused .. you picked up on my weeryness and my distress.. in just needing that last goal.. you mistook my weeryness for weakness. . Did you then look upon me as just another one of your past embraces. .and decide I was just like the rest?  I wanted so much better for us both . I hope there's even just a little splinter of a spot in you that knows my love was true.. because All of me.. still misses you.