My love for you after adaption

At times I feel selfish
When I sit and cry
And think about the time and blessings that passed me by

I don't get to experience a bit of the love forever
This love I have runs deep
I need to watch you grow
Into the person I know you'll be
So I have these memories to sustain me

Although I can do none of these and I cry
With a heavy heart deep inside I know we're never really apart

Though all I have missed my love sits abound thank God each day for your mom and dad that found you