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Rambling
I’m trapped in this cage, in this body, I’m enraged.
Yeah you may say that sadness doesn’t last,
but neither does happiness, they both move towards the past.
Can’t touch the walls, I keep myself to myself. Trying not to encourage the torment!
Suffering alone, in the darkness of mind. My better self is frightened and dormant…
Racing around, words spewing out with the filter of disdain
Constant beatings are sometimes failing to be contained.
Glistening shine from the bruises on my brain
Just shut up!! For fuck sake!
“I don’t want to live, I want to die, to be dead”
Running circles in my head, circles in my head
I crave to be understood!!!!!!!! However, a wall stands between my mouth and my thoughts… that's no good.
I’ve always felt this lonely, like I don’t belong or fit in a box.
Like my soul has been stolen from another universe
I just don’t get life. I don’t like this weak ship.
I don’t get why I was picked to be a alien chimp.
Like… why me. Is this a game?
If not… what a fucking shame.
-1000points +10XP
GAME OVER
Yeah you may say that sadness doesn’t last,
but neither does happiness, they both move towards the past.
Can’t touch the walls, I keep myself to myself. Trying not to encourage the torment!
Suffering alone, in the darkness of mind. My better self is frightened and dormant…
Racing around, words spewing out with the filter of disdain
Constant beatings are sometimes failing to be contained.
Glistening shine from the bruises on my brain
Just shut up!! For fuck sake!
“I don’t want to live, I want to die, to be dead”
Running circles in my head, circles in my head
I crave to be understood!!!!!!!! However, a wall stands between my mouth and my thoughts… that's no good.
I’ve always felt this lonely, like I don’t belong or fit in a box.
Like my soul has been stolen from another universe
I just don’t get life. I don’t like this weak ship.
I don’t get why I was picked to be a alien chimp.
Like… why me. Is this a game?
If not… what a fucking shame.
-1000points +10XP
GAME OVER
Published 27th Sep 2018
| Edited 9th Jan 2019
Author's Note
Having an existential crisis
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