"He"

I sigh
I cry
I want to die
This pain inside
Is too much to handle
I try to hold on
Make it through the day
I can’t look at myself
I hate what I see
I just want to be me
I beg and plead
I need to be me
I’m stuck inside
Of these four walls
I’m stuck
In my mind
In this body
I need to get out
Please
Help me
To be free
To be me
Inside
And out
I shout for help
Silently
Breaking inside
I’m “fine”
Outside
Can’t you see
I lied
For years
I tried
To be
What you see
But this
It isn’t me
No more makeup
No more dresses
No more “She”
That is not me
I am a He
And I want to be free