Why

I can't fathom this feeling
my heart is cracking
my head is ringing
my eyes swell but cry, they do not
why does this feel normal to me
what have I done
and  
what do I do
I drowned in you while you splashed around in me
playfully with no regard
until I evaporated into the air
that you refuse to breathe
tell me why
why I am not enough