My "Boy" friend

IM IN LOVE


I no longer have to fight
To figure out who is right
Nor do I have to worry
Doe he still love me
Cause when im not around
He sniffs me out like a hound
And makes sure I feel his presence
And where in the past tense
I would have to speak the words into existence
He knows I love him and for him I would go the distance
pimp my body to keep him I would
Didn’t even have to ask me to I felt I should
Cause I loved him just as strong as he loved me
And no other love like this one could ever come to be
But one day I looked in the mirror to find
All the things I was giving up for a love to call mine
My hair was matted my pretty skin looked like it had been covered by ash
And all he could say is I need you to hit the block for some cash
U know u gotta eat and im just tryna keep you fed
Remember that young boy he will trade wit ya for some head
For the first time in a long time I stood up for me
I told him no more tricking cause its not what I wanted my kids to see
Its bad enough they have no clue who they daddy is
And im taking food out of their mouth for a split second of bliss
I Quit!
Just cant take it
Moments later he was on me like white on rice
He gripped my heart and squeezed while saying I tried to be nice
I fought back but not for long cause my heart was beating like a rattle
There was no way to win this battle
So wit a defeated sigh I said ok I give up u win
And head to the block to find that young man again
Fell to my knees and when his dick spit
I looked at my lover in his pocket and said just pay me with a hit