suicide notes

    
the night is lonely I can hear her crying  
bruised skies lie to me  
of a lover just over the horizon  
  
suicide notes left in my handwriting;  
scream pain  
   
this is empty I know because I feel  
the emptiness of it in my chest  
as it echoes a goodbye  
   
do you remember me?  
   
soft tender of nature  
in tune with humanity  
   
or do you know only the mad woman
who screams profanities?  
the Joker claims to be the great wizard  
but there is no yellow brick road out of hell  
   
a thousand poppies will make you sleep  
god yes, wouldn't that be wonderful?
numb comfortably numb  
   
witness an awakening    
from under bitter skies  
jealous is your Goddess of split personalities  
   
tears are brewing but they won't fall  
they build behind dark eyes  
a torrent of emotion rains down  
washing you far from me  
   
in your soul, you will know the truth  
feel it in your heart  
in your bones know what's real  
   
free falling through time and space  
this message landed today  
on a frequency only you will receive  
   
over and out...