I understand the colors

I was the sea, chaotic and lost,
A deep blue.
You were the sun, bright and warm,
A shining gold.
You reached out to me.
Your glisening rays changed me.
I became a beautiful teal.
Over time the teal turned to green.
You decided you never wanted the gradiant green i now am and left.
Leaving me here, a now dingy green, forever changed by the bond we had.

You calmed my waters,
You mellowed me from an angry roar into a kind song.
You made me what i wanted to be and then left.
For that i thank you.

I aided you in anger and helped your light become a flame.
You become obssesive and overheated.
I made you into something you hated.
For that i apologize.

I now understand why you left me.