What "He" Causes

 
There I sat
when He came,
My heart went into attack-
And I felt more pain.
 
I heard His voice-
I'd know it anywhere,
I had no choice,
But to freeze-and fear.
 
Time passed slowly
I could not do anything.
I hoped for Him to go away
But nothing happened, and my mind rang.
 
"He" came too close.
My stomach tightened-
I felt like a ghost,
Pale and frightned.
 
The world seemed silent,
eyes on the desk I stared,
Only speaking a compulsive sonnet-
Nothing ever have I feared.