Daddies Facade

Burdens I carry beaten and weathered down
a kings curse, heavy is the head that bares the crown
it hurts the worse, I scream to let loose but not able to utter a sound
To many adjectives to express this noun
Like there are to many adversities that plague me now
I cant let them fall, with the idea of for me they will call
Hold heartily for me they depend and for them with all my heart I will defend
they are comprise of me and so much better then I ever had with in
But when I am weak they do not notice
as they run around freely I stand my ground  focus
on guard, guarding any enemies who may make  it pass my prayers and agreement with God
but that is my purpose, that they have joy under suns and peace under moons
that I décor wars into flowery rooms , and allow them to tickle me over my many battle wounds
the mother protects the cubs but the king protects the pride
I smile, to protect they smile while sometimes worrying inside
I want ever sickness or any pain from a strawberried knee
anything  sad for that  they may  witness I want it given to me
more so I never want them to know how much I worried
so I work hard to keep up the facade that blankets Daddy