I only hope

 
 
Days of yesterday hidden behind a smile,  
I stand before you, hoping you believe I’m senile.  
I live in this moment, the beat clears out my fears,  
I love the way you resent, It’s music to my ears.  
I shall leave tonight, with all of your silent opinions.  
My hands stuttering, my voice clears.  
I shall never see your shortcomings resume,  
But after all, tonight I feel entirely inhume.  
All ask of you, is to take one thing from me,  
My inspiration will inspire you to be.  
No more excuses, no more half truth’s!  
I prepare my life on a pedestal for all you to learn,  
But I promise you … none of this is any of your concern.  
I speak, and abide, I’ve always tried to confide,  
Only hoping that tonight, one person will see,  
That perspective is alive, and for you to only once see all you can be.  
I turn my religion,  
Im focused, never deviant from my prediction.  
I only hope that one day,  
You’ll see that I was trying to be there, like no one else was prepared for,  
But before, take my words, rally it, and find your true core.