Larger Than Life

 
I desire to be a better writer
or harder person
more girly
a better lady
someone who reaches you
but I'm fresh out of that grade of bourbon
 
I'm hard but not in the right ways
girly enough to scream  
when the spiders prowl the outback
too much of lady to let you do that
 
a better writer hmm
I think I can create the woman you'd like
but she'd be a paper doll
not solid enough to fuck
 
maybe it's my perception of you that is off
could be you're less man than I think is that possible?
 
more boy then I'd ever dreamed
too soft, damn it no way
you'd never let me walk over you
cos fuck, that's the one thing I can't stand
a man I can easily manipulate
because when it comes to that I'm Queen
 
a woman who is low down
will drink you under the table
so you won't mind I'm better at sex on paper
 
cutthroat I think that's both of us
love is a figment of the imagination
meant for suckers and fools
we're not buying into it
 
so why do I still look at you through downcast dewy eyes?
 
it's cos I'm a sucker for a hard man
who is larger than life