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To-do's
I have written many lists
of names and places
and dates and also
lists of emotions I should feel.
I have tampered with time
and course of events that would've
conjured my happiness
so now I digest the fine division
between pain and loss.
There are familiar tunes that
wake me up to a world
where I still have to go on
though all else had turned to grey.
Sometimes I write similar lists
over and over and over and over and -
not realizing the repetition
of never being able to say
"I have gotten over this."
I have written many lists
some are crossed out
and some are thrown away
whilst some are still left
undone and
in a pile collecting dust and
tangles of memories.
of names and places
and dates and also
lists of emotions I should feel.
I have tampered with time
and course of events that would've
conjured my happiness
so now I digest the fine division
between pain and loss.
There are familiar tunes that
wake me up to a world
where I still have to go on
though all else had turned to grey.
Sometimes I write similar lists
over and over and over and over and -
not realizing the repetition
of never being able to say
"I have gotten over this."
I have written many lists
some are crossed out
and some are thrown away
whilst some are still left
undone and
in a pile collecting dust and
tangles of memories.
Published 24th Oct 2011
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- Edited 24th Oct 2011 1:09am
24th Oct 2011 1:08am
I have always had a hard time finishing what I start. I have made many lists as well. From reading this poem, I would almost guess that you were a tad bit OCD? I can identify with this piece. Great work! ;)
24th Oct 2011 2:15am
thank you for reading! you know what, maybe i am a wee bit OCD, i usually am not fussy about things but i get that sudden urge to clean up or make lists or get restless when something isn't placed right..
Now this is getting into the territory I love. Of course I read
everything of yours, have followed you a long while. And yes, I can
never get over how overblown your constant strings of extreme metaphor are.
Usually that would turn me off. BUT yours are SO wonderful, SO original that
I never get tired of them. This poem is more controlled, more suited, to my
dull senses (you are probably thinking). Whatever. We're different in our
approach, but I will always read you because you have something I envy.
This one I love. (on my reading list)
everything of yours, have followed you a long while. And yes, I can
never get over how overblown your constant strings of extreme metaphor are.
Usually that would turn me off. BUT yours are SO wonderful, SO original that
I never get tired of them. This poem is more controlled, more suited, to my
dull senses (you are probably thinking). Whatever. We're different in our
approach, but I will always read you because you have something I envy.
This one I love. (on my reading list)
29th May 2014 11:29pm
never had a chance to update on my old comments. thank you so much for following me. i hope you are still enjoying my writing to this date. never envy, we are all talented in our own ways... thank you so much though! i do my best with metaphors, i try not to overdo them, but most of the times when i write i just end up not thinking at all and that's when my best poems come out.
