From a childs eyes

From a child's eyes. 

The breath rushes from my soul, 
This hurts so bad,
I didn't even get a chance to say hi to you.  
I didn't even get a chance to show you my beauty.  
Why'd you give up on me so fast? 

Why'd you let my innocent soul leave,
What'd I ever do?
I made you sick a few times..
I said sorry everytime. 
I cried even, love. 

You know you were my only love,
With your beautiful voice,
It was godly.  
Godly, Mommy.  

I remember you'd hold your belly,
You'd sing to me,
You said you love me,
What ever happen to the love,
I was all yours, a beautiful baby girl,

I love you now,
Though there's a needle going into you,
Straight to me,
Though my soul is leaving this little body,
Mommy, I shout I love you. 

You did what you had to do,
You were just a teenager,
I was just a mistake with daddy,
I guess I understand,
You didn't want me, 

I don't really know where I am now, 
It's scary,
I see my dead body inside of your soul,
It's shocking.   
They say your life will flash before your eyes but what if you never got a chance to live.