The Sorrow Of Yesterday And Tomorrow

My Dear Ex - Handfasted One  
 
I Am Sorry For What Was Done
 
When You Were Innocent , A Child
 
I Am Sorry You Were So Very Defiled ,
 
I Am Sorry You Were In Their Image Made
 
Into Their Horny Slut And Their Sex Slave  
 
I Am Also Truly Sorry The Way You Had To Heal  
 
To Not Withdraw From The World And To Feel ,
 
Was To Try To Poison Me And Then Go Run
 
To Be Honest That Was Not Really Any Fun
 
To Have You Say Watch Me I May Be Poisoning You
 
As Though I Believed It Was Something You Could Do
 
I Was Blind To Your Borderline Personality Disorder
 
Your Programmed Mind Out Of Order Multiple Boarders
 
I Thought You Were Just Scattered That Did Not Matter
 
When I Loved You , But I Did Not Realize You Loved It Rough
 
And When You Told Me , My Domination Was Not Enough
 
When You Told Me I Did Not Give You What Was Your Need
 
Because I Did Not Whip You Hard Enough To Make You Bleed  
 
And When You Talked About A Pit With Spiders , Kept In The Dark
 
Until They Used You , I Knew , They Were Mind Dividers Of Your Spark
 
And You Were So Mistreated , Made To Feel Defeated And So Broken  
 
And It Took So Much To Try To Love And Speak Your Truth Finally Spoken
 
And I Offered You All I Could , Revealing And Healing , And Our Dark Sex
 
Breaking Programs , Loving Hands , Touching Hearts , Trying To Correct
 
Until You Told Me Your Darkest Self Had Fallen In Deep Love With Me ,
 
And Could Not Kill Me , I Still Did Not See Until You Were Gone , A Mystery
 
And Something Died Deep Inside , Besides What You Did To Me With Foxglove
 
When You Stole Part Of My Soul , This I Forgive , Though I Live Without That Love
 
And I Shall Always Love You , Each And Every Day , I May Now Go Through ,
 
Though From Distance , There Is No Resistance , To Hoping You Shall Be Born Anew !