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The Innermost Me

All I thought to be me wasn't me, he's the stranger that dwells within and I refused to fully get to know him,  
It was because of my fear and insecurities that I never wanted to face him, but he's all truth all knowing and all seeing,  
He's my true self,    
He's the one that I don't want the world to know because I'm afraid of what the world may think of him,    
So I don't let him out and keep him hidden to protect my own ego and from    
the fears of others acceptance and expectations, judgement and rejection,
But that is what caused me the most pain, being rejected trying to be loved by the world, a circle trying to fit in a square world,  
 But ive found the courage to release that which  I am, and begin to befriend him,
He's my protector and wisdom and my strength and bravery,      
So I now accept  who I am by accepting all he has to offer,
My innermost me loves me more than the world, also myself,    
Without any conditions,    
     
 
Written by Godspell (Godsspell)
Published | Edited 25th May 2018
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