Submissions by Godspell (Godsspell)

All I thought to be me wasn't me, he's the stranger that dwells within and I refused to fully get to know him,
It was because of my fear and insecurities that I never wanted to face him, but he's all truth all knowing and all seeing,
He's my true self,    
He's the one that I don't want the world to know because I'm afraid of what the world may think of him,    
So I don't let him out and keep him hidden to protect my own ego and from  
the fears of others acceptance and expectations, judgement and rejection,
But that is what caused me the most pain, being...

It use to be on a need to know basis,
What music I like, my favorite movie, my greatest fears and my wildest thoughts,
My pleasure and pain and what is most important to me, how many children I want or when I wanted to start a family
As I open this book and turn to a blank page, I ask myself should i begin to read, I always proofread before I start a new chapter and this one is the beginning of something new, something that could lead to a sequel
Can you be trusted with the information thats contained within,
Or will you be another character that was left out of...

Thinking of the wind and the felling it leaves,
It breathes on my face like my lost teardrops,
And that's what come to mind
Never ending thoughts that keep my mind restless,
Seeking answers from my tormented past,
And it sticks and holds and flow slow like cold molasses coating my mind
How can I calm the raging tempest of the rough seas that tosses my focus like a rubber raft,
Only to be swallowed by my the unforgivable rage that seeking a path of the least resistance, so the havoc and chaos can run it course and find order as thoughts that are trying...