Stuck in the maze

 Confined by the walls  
 atoms of my room
They seemed to be closing in on me
As the sharp voice of Anderson Paak
Shoots from my stereo  
Ricocheting on my walls like a pinball
Ruthlessly piercing my eardrums  
Right through to my insides
 
Glaring at the blinds, my eyes glued like  
They had frost, daring not to blink  
I was lost in my thoughts  
Trying to do the most
 
Procatsination was now
a fragment of my soul  
And it came at a fee
But no this time  
I was tired of bundling up my feels
It got worse everytime I saw her  
My heart had become very heavy
It was time to pour it all out  
 
Rehearsing the lines I wld utter
I perfected without a stutter
"I got this"  I muttered
 
I barely caught the wave of sleep
the thoughts of my words were seafloor deep
 
Going about my daily routine
I saw her from a mile away  
Like a diamond in the rough  
Her twinkling smile seperated her from the swarm
Of the buzzing crowd  
 
As she came closer
Disaster struck
the words that had drove me insane
evaporated at the tip of my tongue
And condensed back into my brain
 
I gazed at the lotus flower  
That resided in the waters of her soul
The reason she was perfect  
from the word go
"Hi" is all i could say  
 As i faded into dismay
 
Just another day  
Trapped in the maze