letter to a younger me

dear young lad,
writing to you is you,
the you fourty years into the future
i just wanted to...
WHO'S THERE
i wanted to...
WHO IS TALKING TO ME
oh hi, i am you from the future.
WHERE ARE YOU
i , im just , hi, i am you, i just wanted..
WHO IS MY GIRLFRIEND IF YOU ARE ME?
oh, how old are you. because when i was..
I'M 15
oh, well let me remember...
yes, that was a sad affair yes Jodi, she
would...
HOW DO YOU KNOW, I DIDN'T TELL ANYBODY...
no and mom and dad took me away to their summer house and when i git back...
I DIDNT GO AWAY AND I HAVENT EVEN TOLD HER
oh yeah, i guess you have not yet broken out of your shell so what month is it...
IT IS THE MIDDLE OF MARCH 1979.
WHAT HAPPENS TO ME?
oh kid, you are going to bust down your childhood walls in about , about
oh kiddo, this would be a life spoiler
WHAT HAPPENS, HOW COME YOU SAY 'SAD'!
um, you uh, i finally throw caution to the wind , walk over to the corral fence and
YEAH I KNOW THAT, I LIED ABOUT THE DAY, ITS ALREADY JUNE, YEAH WE LOVE EACH OTHER...
yes, i know.   we made love in her  horse barn.
WE DID? WE HAVE PLANNED TO MEET TONIGHT..
Then tonight is the night,
Tonite, if you dont count jer.

THIS IS JUST SOME WIERD DREAM.
sure brings back some memories
SO HOW DO I TURN OUT. HOW OLD ARE YOU? WE?
um,,,
DO I GET MARRIED TO JODI?
um...
every thing turned out allright.
SO WE DIDNT GET MARRIED.
WHO DID I MARRY?
well, i never married
WHO DOES JODI GET MARRIED TO?!
well , so you have the times of your lives
that summer, making love in the sweet smell of fresh cut hay,
well at least half the summer
but mom and dad planned a trip late summer to stay at a vacation home for a few weeks, and mom says that if she truly loves you she will be there when you get back in six weeks
OH MAN ITS THAT STUPID HOUSE DAD BOUGHT LAST YEAR IN CANADA THAT IS BURIED IN SNOW NINE MONTHS OUT OF THE YEAR.
i dont know what happened but she was
distant and dark when i tried to meet her the same night we got back from the lonliest longest summer vacation ever.
SO WE BREAK UP?
so best i can figure is jeff from accross the street..
WHO DOES SHE MARRY?!
uh..
JEFF?!
uh yeah, i'm, we're way over it after all these years, bad stuff happens in everybodies life, it makes
us...
WHAT? JEFF IS MY BEST FRIE...
yes, he gave me a job when nobody else wou...
IM GONNA BE WORKIN FOR JEFF?
NAW. NO THIS ISN'T HAPPENING.
IM GOING TO WAKE UP AND MY ALARM IS GOING TO WAKE ME UP AND I AM SEEING JODI THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AT 2:30AM AND YOU ARE JUST A BIG FUCKING NIGHTMARE AND IF MY DAD SAYS WE ARE GOING TO CANADA
I AM ALREADY GOING TO STOCKPILE FOOD AND MY TENT JUST IN CASE...
, plan out a good letter to Dad so he wont shut down and put an APB out on us....
BZZZZZZZZZ...2:30...BZZZZZZ......BZZZZZZ

MAN THAT WAS ONE WIERD DREA...
..more power to yah, gotta g.....