She Won't Love Me

"You
You know I Love you
don't you?"

This woman says things
in such a way
that I feel
like
I'm giving my soul;
by simply replying
so obviously, I said

"I know that!"

Well, if she didn't prove
her position
as Goddess
when she
put the red
in her eyes
and the twinkle
in her voice
with the sly quirk

"Good! Because tomorrow
I'm going to
Fuck you
like I don't"

My heart stopped!
Breathing
wasn't
really an option

The words from
my mouth
seemed so
arbitrary
as they spilled
out a rather
by the by

"I love you"

Had to hit myself
twice on the head
as I tried to reconcile
why my
come back
was so...
fifth grade

So I'm certainly
not using the excuse
"I need to write
a poem
when her
panties
hit the ceiling fan!"

I'm buying time
like a man
with a woman
whose on a mission
and frankly;
you can have
an extra poem
now

Just incase
the damn ticker
doesn't handle
the doctor's
dosage
I am after all
just the dirty
old man
slut
signed up
for the lesson
curriculum


Entry 14
Letters to Society, God
& The Goddess
GloPoWriMo 2018
posted April 13th
For April 14th
(I'll be away this day)



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