something missing

 Is there something missing, all the children are tucked in bed, now I have time thoughts run in my head
 He is risen Not Dead, the day was wonderful all the love that was spread, I sigh of relief as I crawl into the bed,  alone no I'm not alone.
I escaped on my phone to live another life as I'm such a good wife. Do the dishes and the wash so satisfying no need for any crying.
 Rollover feel below the sheets something is missing I'll dream of this kissing. Hold me tight hold me close scratch my back, whisper that you love me into my earlobe, live a life in this glass globe. You are a great kisser.
I'll write a poem look up a verse..  No I will not curse this globe.. I'll press my face against the glass, my hot breath will fog the spot, I'll make lip impressions, I will speak my confessions.
  Hold it true I will not lie this is the facts yes I've done these acts, so sorry so sorry it won't happen again yes I've done these acts.
 Forgive and turn the other cheek, understand believe me I'm meek, can you blame me for being week.