Origins

             
the gears in my mind are turning
they go so fast sometimes they spin
and take my imagination off road
into the unknown

the source of all entities great and small
is a question posed in my thoughts
the place the spirits first embarked
upon this journey here in this realm

within visions of memory
I envision a dark place
where I waited in solitude for a spark
something to ignite life

a match for me. a love for all time
someone who understood
space time in its infinite nature
my thoughts bend and warp
contract, expand and evolve

one moment i'm sure of the place I originated
until my imagination reaches new heights
and channels new explanations

I hear a voice question
are you her
who left me here abandoned?

leaving me believing I am alone in all the cosmos
if you be she why involve yourself now?

I don't have the answers
for the questions that press in on me
in a moment I am sure of my course
then I have to admit
humbly, no matter my original source
I am currently on a mission of discovery

I have a flesh body that is weak
it is a trial to me
and no matter who I believe I could be
there is a master plan that includes me
and my learning some humanity