death notice

As I lay here staring at the bottle of pills in front of me
I wonder would it be worth to take away my own life
would I be missed
would I have a nice quick death
or
would it be slow and sweat
what would it feel like to let my blood
run down my wrist when im fading into the sleeping dead world
I wonder what it would be like
to cut my neck and my wrist
when im slowly dying from an over dose
I wonder what It would feel like
to just lay there and die all alone
by my self slowly or quickly
I wounder if they would miss me
if any one in this world
or on this planet would
wounder why I did what I did?